With our two children going off to college within two years it's easy to get in my head and worry.
But God has been so gracious to find Noah a Christian roommate. To provide a hand full of upper-class men that have helped him get involved and include him in activities. Helped him become part of a worship team and found him a job on campus so quickly. Why do I think He will let us down with our second child in the plans he has for her?
I am learning a new way of being a mom. It involves letting go and letting God become their life teacher just as He has been to me. It involves praying and just being there to listen and celebrate from a distance.
It's a time to let them take the wheel and always be there to love them thru the good and bad choices.
I am learning a new level of trusting God and handing over the little ones I have poured my life into, to the One who is always faithful. He loves my kids more than I know how to and can be trusted to be there for them when I can not. It's a blind faith that is good for me.
It's not easy but I know I am thankful that God is working things out for the good of all four of us.
